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(14:56:08) NTRIKIT69: She said she never called us.
(14:56:16) squegie: interesting
(14:56:21) NTRIKIT69: So I played the message to her.
(14:56:43) squegie: and what did she say to that?
(14:57:04) NTRIKIT69: She agreed that it was her voice, but reassured me that she never called us.

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It's been a while, but that's fine. Just wanted to let everyone (except for you of course) know that a major overhaul is in the works for this site as I prepare to take this site into the next 3 months.

I also have some pictures of a certain squegie, certain western coastline, and certain inx that I will soon be posting up online, as soon as I fix my photo gallery program. I went out, had some fun, saw the ocean, found out that which I needed to know, and bought a frisbee.

For those of you who have been trying to contact me online, good luck. Your best bet is via email, as I have almost completely stopped using chat programs until further notice. This isn't a stance against online chatting, merely acknowledgement of two facts: 1) I have way too much work that needs accomplished in a short amount of time. 2) If I leave a chat program open, I will distract myself by using that chat program for the next 3-4 hours.
I have also removed my computer from my house. When I get home, my primary purpose at home is to either veg out, read, or sleep. Sometimes I make even partake of food that I prepare, but that is not a neccessity. I've found that by doing this, I simplify my life that much more. One day I will be at the point where I can swear off computers, cell phones, and watches forever. I believe that will happen sometime shortly after death.

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I've been sitting here, in front of my computer, yet my thoughts are thousands of miles from home. I've recently set out on a quest to find out something, but I do not think I will be able to find that out (it is the answer to the question that must be answered). I was hoping to make decisions, or beging planning on making decisions based upon my findings this week, but I am discovering that more, oh so much more, time is needed. For those of you that know me closely, you should be able to tell that which I am speaking of. For those of you who are outside of the loop, do not worry, for I will soon reveal much that is hidden. Basically, I need to find out if something is what I think it might be, or if what I think it is is only what I hope that it is, instead of what I hope that it is, is not what it is. So far, I only know that what it is, is something that I don't know what it is, because it is, is something that is very hard to know if it is, what I thinks it is (Or is it?). That is basically that which I am doing this week, which is why I have not been inhabiting my usual haunts regularly. I need to use all of my time to determine if this is worth committing more time to that which it is, or very well might be. Do you see that which I am saying?

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I think this is an accurate reflection on society:

you get to play with the lights once and then its off to the basement to look in two rooms and from that figure out which switch controls which room?

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The plans are set, the deed is done. As it stands right now, my course is set, there will be no deviation. All that is left for me to do is to go through the motions, and to learn of the end result. Then, you take that end result and feed it back into the master plan. Currently, the plan can only succeed, not fail. The results may not be what I have expected, but they will be results nonetheless. Which means that I am sitting here waiting, and wondering, staring at the screen, staring at the wall... there is no escape, no place to run, no place ot hide. There is only... the thoughts.

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Hello! I'm here!
This is what greeted me just a few moments ago today. ICQ went uh-oh and that is what I see. I am immediately suspiscious.

152967844 (11:36 PM) :
Hello! I'm here!
Squegie (11:37 PM) :
hello!
152967844 (11:37 PM) :
I'm girl... My names Tammy
How are you?
Squegie (11:37 PM) :
good.  My name's John
Squegie (11:37 PM) :
where do you hail from?
152967844 (11:37 PM) :
How are you?
I'm fine!
152967844 (11:38 PM) :
My names Tammy. And you?
Squegie (11:38 PM) :
hmm...
Squegie (11:38 PM) :
My name is John.  And you?

At this point, the "Tammy" decided to go offline. Random chatter loosing connection perhaps? I believe not.
Aha! I have more proof now! (This is a live rant btw). "Tammy" has come back online. How about we ask her, ok?

Squegie (11:48 PM) :
it's you
152967844 (11:49 PM) :
Oh! There are too much messages...Sorry!
Squegie (11:49 PM) :
what you say?
152967844 (11:49 PM) :
Oh! There are too much messages...Sorry!
Squegie (11:49 PM) :
1
152967844 (11:49 PM) :
Oh! There are too much messages...Sorry!
Squegie (11:49 PM) :
90
152967844 (11:50 PM) :
Exuse me... See you later!
Squegie (11:50 PM) :
but i wish to chat with you
152967844 (11:50 PM) :
Oh! There are too much messages...Sorry!
Squegie (11:51 PM) :
i love you
Message was sent. User is Offline.The message will be delivered when user goes Online.

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It's been a while now, hasn't it?

Welcome back, those of you who are returning from places unknown (Texas perhaps?). This has been a busy time for the Squegi`, people running everywhere. I myself have been madly coding things for the project.

The aptly named carver aka silentc (the c is silent) has managed to go from head technician to actual supervisor, as well as documentation writer for the PennSwoo. Suddenly all of Antioch (the is now in a PennSwoo authority position, forming a mega-block of PennSwoo virtual power.)

According to Skeletor1, there is talk of plane tickets and trips and vacation time, as well as various rumours concerning inx and myself. Apparently (according to Skel) all of IRCNet is abuzz with gossip that inx and I have something going on, something personal. I do not know how such rumours got started, or where they will lead to, but I find such gossip offensive. After all, they do not know the facts in this case, and are merely repeating what sounds good.

However, I feel that because of the fact that these rumours are affecting how people act around inx and myself, I need to step forward and set the record straight. These rumours, those things that you have heard ( you have heard, have you not?), are in fact, completely, 100%